Saturday, June 30, 2007

Being a Biker

After i got my new biker jacket, Yesterday i have officially i have become a biker. It is official now. Thaaliyaaaaaaaaaaan


Thank you thank you...

Actually i 've been a biker all my life. You know bikers they drive pass all those exotic locations. They just drive past and does not stay. Bikers drive and don't get stuck with one single place.

I ve been that since i don't even know. No long term relationship. I have been having this policy of out of sight out of mind policy for so long that now when i look back i find myself to be very blank. No real relationships with no people. Depressing..


I was never a depressive though. I have had lots of fun till date. it is that i dont commit into long term relationship. I have never allowed people to come in very close to me. Like intimate relationship and all no. Yes I have never allowed that.

When mom said that she is looking a girl for me, I got absolutely flattered. I couldnt even breath for some seconds.


Will i be able to commit for a relationship that has to last for nothing less than a life time. ?

But i have a solution for this problem. I will cut my life into these small pieces. I am too good at these short relationships. By doing this i can have a new life each day. Forget what happened the day before. That means i can still be as i am and still have a happy family life.

Cool yaar.. I am so brilliant .. I am so proud of myself.. huff..

When i started writing this i was totally confused and frightened. but i feel lot lighter now. I think I am ready for it and i should engage myself into it.

Lets see who that lucky girl is.

Addendum: I knew you will read this when i started writing this so i am sorry if i have disappointed you... :-)